I wish my heart had been made of stone
 

If it had been made of stone, it would not be so soft now.
If it had been made of stone, it would not be so hard to control now.
If it had been made of stone or anything that could not beat quickly when someone was looking into its eyes, it would not be so bad now.
I would throw it into the sea so that it would sleep forever under the sea or the shark would eat it, and it would disappear forever or I would put it into a hard box and lock it and throw the key into the sea so that noone could open it and neither could I.